How cruel is depression?
Well, It doesn't help you enjoy work or life.
When I had a so called 'safe' job, it was extremely frustrating and painful to do it. And now when I've left it, it feels totally blank and too fearful about my future!
Don't feel like getting up in the morning is the worst feeling ever. Also, cant seem to enjoy this blank period of mine too. Feel totally vacuum inside of me. Feel like getting lost somewhere. Why is this pain necessary?
What can I learn about this pain? How do I overcome it? How do I make myself feel better and livable? And I'm not talking about making myself feel confident or superb, I only want to feel livable! Thats it! Is it too difficult a question that Im asking myself.....
Is all the recovery gone away in the past few days? Is it that difficult for me, I assumed it was easy...why didn't I revert my resignation before? Why all this? This is becoming unbearable by the day..............Someone please help!!!
I've run to multiple locations with my resume for Job!!!
But of no success until now. This pain is making me giddy,puckish, headache- ish and what not!Oh Lord please make it better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, It doesn't help you enjoy work or life.
When I had a so called 'safe' job, it was extremely frustrating and painful to do it. And now when I've left it, it feels totally blank and too fearful about my future!
Don't feel like getting up in the morning is the worst feeling ever. Also, cant seem to enjoy this blank period of mine too. Feel totally vacuum inside of me. Feel like getting lost somewhere. Why is this pain necessary?
What can I learn about this pain? How do I overcome it? How do I make myself feel better and livable? And I'm not talking about making myself feel confident or superb, I only want to feel livable! Thats it! Is it too difficult a question that Im asking myself.....
Is all the recovery gone away in the past few days? Is it that difficult for me, I assumed it was easy...why didn't I revert my resignation before? Why all this? This is becoming unbearable by the day..............Someone please help!!!
I've run to multiple locations with my resume for Job!!!
But of no success until now. This pain is making me giddy,puckish, headache- ish and what not!Oh Lord please make it better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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